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To begin with, that I am not a problem-one on my set of problems, which developed as a result of depression and I can never escape from it, precisely vybirayus for a couple of days and then she returns ...
... laugh, I have a child, almost two old. VERY difficult child, from birth has gipervozbudimostyu (most likely because of the small generic trauma, neurology). I love VERY her baby, and fanatically madly, BUT ... since she was born, my life has become a nightmare. My life, full of freedom, has ended. Maybe I was not ready for this, I do not represent that of a child may be difficult NASTOLKO. Typically, children godiku to become more calm, but my daughter all of these 2-year daily from morning until night nerves treplet me - it applies to a day, vizzhit, screaming, crying and zakatyvaet siteriki on any issue and without ... I slvshaniya standing and waiting her pony vizgov became hysterical woman probably just nerves or to a feature ... I am constantly opdavlennoe mood .. I began to suffer from insomnia, about 3-4 nights straight, but woke with such feeling, and that is not asleep (although we prosypaemsya in 11). Woke with a patient's head, depressed and with the understanding that a new day of nothing but
yelling and Hysterical not bring my child ......... Even when docha not crying and behaves jail (sometimes), I still suppressed ...
In fact that 8 months ago I dispersed with her husband, simple ovystavila him for the door ... it was impossible to live together, the permanent zadvigi were inexcusable ... but despite all this, I very much miss it, and one very seriously. mom helps, live together now, but still serious ...
All the time feel loneliness, I need a man to life, but I can not find anyone yet, as I am emotionally drained and in a form with someone familiar unrealistic ... everything seemed to me a monster ...
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